poetry

in 2024 I printed out a 100-page collection of my poetry from ages 12-17. it was all very bad, but I want to share as much of my art as possible, so here are a few of my poems (and poem-ish things) that I can comfortably read back.


- i want to be an a****t - 

you are sad. 
notice how you are sad today. were you this sad yesterday? I think that yesterday 
T hink that yesterday you thought “i’m too happy”. 
yeah/ 

I think that 

I think it’s a 
a monday
I think 

this story is and has always been about 
SHAME 

you are sad. 
notice the way your hand cramps up and 
you feel something claw 
harder 
harder 
at the
at the inside of your 
you don’t have lungs anymore, do you>?
you grew out of that . 
now you replica temistakes in stained
glass and try your
best to make it through a 
chapter 
auto-recommended words
to 
describe the way that
you are sad. 

wow. wha
t a master
piece thi
s is. 

and w
ow. ! you’r
e still goi
ng? 
you must b
e a real thin
g! not 

one of those that. 
say they. 
want/ to
tear o 
pen whate
ver they s
till have j
ust to prov
e that they can makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
e

more. 
more.
more. 
more. 

i am addicted to cigarettes and an imagined body of work,
and,
these days a title like that has to be earned.